Divine truth wrote:
Sorry to hear about this, and I don't know you. But, I understand what you are dealing with medically.
In the event, retired means that you earned the right to rest, and enjoy life, comfortably.
In addition, consider the message that the Lord is telling you, take it easy, and relax. You worked hard to get where you are.
Enjoy, life, and put your plans into place, and effect, absent stress.
I came to terms with stress a few decades ago when I learned the ultimate lesson about it: that no matter how much one stresses out, the stuff he or she is allowing to stress him/her out is still going to happen. Since then, I have remained cool and calm in stressful situations.
I agree, I think I've paid enough of life's dues and certainly enough taxes to warrant a relaxed, satisfying retirement.