Mikeyavelli wrote:
I wasn't exploring Catholicism, it was shoved down my throat since birth.
Catholic school for 13 years, seminary 6 months, and a catholic family and friends.
Catholicism was the most successful club in history. It is deteriorating now, and if it doesn't modernize as a club, it will go under. It's a respectable haven for gays, pederasts, and hypocrites who want a good life as a priest knowing that they are living a lie.
I cannot argue with you on those points. I know a lot of Catholics, and sadly, most of them fit into your description.
Mikey - I am actually sorry that you had to endure all of that. But, you survived and you thrived! God is capable of doing so much more than what we acknowledge, and if you trust HIM (damn the rigidity of Catholicism) -He will make your paths straight!