Radiance3

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RE: Singularity..
But HE is the one who isn't here anymore.

Did he die? What happened? Your life must be filled with violence to both of you, there is no solution to that but dissolve the commitment.

If he is still alive, perhaps he now feels the relief of being away from grief that he could have escaped earlier. And similarly, you too; but you seem to carry so much hatred and animosity that makes your life continuously miserable as displayed from every word you speak.

Think..! Life is beautiful. Release all the anger, hatred and pain from within you. You will realize that life is beautiful and the whole world is beautiful.

How do you do that? Forgive and forget. Replace your system with love and admiration that everything around you can positively influence your needs.

If you could only appreciate the love of God who wants you to be happy, loving, and kind. So that you receive same kind from others.

But you reject that and insist on your godless life, that you carry with all negatives, and hatred most of the time. I wish I could help you. I want you to be happy. Both physically and mentally.

Statistics prove that most people who believe in God are happy, accomplished, and loving. But those who don't, have proven that their lives are filled with hatred, violence, and miseries.

Which way do you prefer? Good luck. I want to pray for you indeed, though your refused me to do so. In prayer, you have to accept the blessings God gives you, but if you refuse, then that prayer won't work.
Please open our heart and try.

Michael Rich Loc: Lapine Oregon

Fair observations.

debeda

Lolololhahahaha

Singularity

Not yet, but there's always hope.

I saw him at the park last month when we took my grand daughter to play.

I would guess he has figured out how to feed himself by now or that he has taken another s***e. He seemed healthy and adequately nourished. And responsible for his own misery. He always supplies an ample amount to any relationship.

I didn't ask. I don't have to care about that any more. We had a pleasant time discussing the weather and family issues.

By "not here anymore," I was referring to my house/home. We've been separated over a decade and divorced almost that long.

In that post, I was trying to sound badass to discourage any creepazoid S&M dog whistler wannabe. Who woulda guessed they could be a covert sub and would get off on it?

Michael Rich Loc: Lapine Oregon

Dude!...you prove that shrinks are completely nuts.

It must be a narcissistic element driving the insanity.

debeda

No way! Singularity is a therapist?? Lolololhahahaha

Singularity

M.D., Psychiatrist, Medical Director for County MHC, Consultative Services and private practice. . . .

Not anymore, and its not my biggest achievement by far. I've been retired on orthopedic disabilty for about 25 years.

Been around the bend and back in that amount of time. Learned lots about covert sociopaths with narcissistic tendancies. Occasionally comes in handy.

Michael Rich Loc: Lapine Oregon

Yep, that was her claim. Poor lass has been trying to get me on her couch of enablement.

I believe most shrinks have the underlying reputation equal to what chiropractors used to..when being analyzed by sane and coherent individuals.

Just enough adjustment to keep the patients coming back.

debeda

Well, now I guess I know where the superiority complex comes from Good for you for taking the opportunities afforded you

Singularity

You edited and added more as I was replying to the first section.

My marital and family history have, like anyone who honestly admits it, seen their ups and downs, and I cannot accept full responsibility for all of it. Some episodes are unbelievably dramatic. Some a little boring.

And I, sometimes, for reasons that may not and need not be apparent to everyone, describe them vividly and with a reckless lack of reserve for the purpose of undeniable clarity.

I believe I've been as crystal clear as I needed to be to everyone involved.

Thank you for your solicitous concern.

You may pray all you want, but remember while y'all are saying grace, I'm snitching the extra corn muffins off the bread plate while granny isn't looking!

debeda

Oh my

Radiance3

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Please open your heart. I am serious and sincere. It takes a lot of patience, endurance, before you realize the end results. But I think it is not yet too late.

Despite of all our knowledge, God gave us science to think and use. That is why God is above all that.

I think you deserve to be happy if you open your heart for the love of God and His people.

Singularity

Its not a complex. I am cursed by certain superior abilities that others envy at first thought, but don't consider fully.

My IQ measures in the 140+ range.
Normal is around the 105 -110 range.
Mentally R****ded is around the 70 range.

Imagine yourself in a conversation as a normal person at 110 with a mentally r****ded person in the 70 range, one who could handle language, read with comprehension, perform daily living tasks mostly independantly but could not handle independent competitive employment.

That gap is 35-40 IQ points.

Imagine that 98% of folks you meet have that big a measurable gap.

It isn't everything.

But it is something.

I do my best.

Singularity

I assure you I'm fine, dear.

Its all over but the crying. And no use crying over wasted milk.

debeda

I dont have to measure. My IQ has been tested ( repeatedly cuz a few were done as part of my employment and the executive director didn't like the results) between 158 and 173. So what? I figured you were smart, but you've apparently (and obviously on OPP) used your smarts to try to manipulate and control, which usually indicates a high need for safety. Positioning doesn't grant safety.