Freud asked: "What does a woman want?"
What is it, that you want? Many women have said to me, "I can say what I want!" I say why not?
Answer: Cause what you want, can be ugly, and it is part of an old weakness, and you feel weak for asking for it. Sometimes it is the missing piece, often it isnt, (it is just something you THINK will make the difference) Likely it will not because the "hurt" or wh**ever it was that cost you that "thing" happens at a very young age. Now when you grow old, and your adult cognitive sense takes over, it tells you a couple things: 1. It is dumb to demand that silly little thing 2. It is too simplistic to think that that silly little thing will fix all that is wrong with you. It is too simple to be the t***h.
For example: My son in law and daughter.. he came to me and said he cant stand her yelling at him. He was becoming afraid that he h**ed her.
I asked why he thought she yelled? "To get her point accross." he said. I suggested "perhaps, she thinks you didnt hear it, since it doesnt appear to do any good?" "Maybe." he said. I said, "What evidence, that you heard her, was there in you, that she could recognize?" "None, I guess." he said.
"So, what was the point of that fight?" I asked. he said, "I cant recall."
"So why dont you ask her what she wants?" I said.
He did, and she told him,,, and it hurt him, cause she wanted to love him and he was purposefully ignoring what she asked for because that is what he had experienced.....it was a learned response, that really c***ted him out of what he wanted too.
Still it doesnt just go away, when you get it, it takes a while to understand, and a while to adjust, and a while to be satisfied, that it wasnt f**e,,, it is a wierd thing to feel, when someone actually does GIVE you, exactly what you asked for.
Back to your questions:
When I am "yelling my point of view" it is how you receive it.
I was asked about chivalry, and I answered.
Women CANNOT fight men,, it doesnt work, it sets up the relationship in a light that it was not meant to be in.
I stopped doubting my faith, so I see very secure in my beleif, but I am not what I would classify as a "good christian" (there are many here, better than me) some think that is arrogance.
"From your background already it "MAY" be that you dont find many men worthy of respect,( I agree too, you dont know me from Adam) "Women respect your husbands.." (It doesnt say, respect him if, and only if, you think he is right)
I "think" it is the respect thing for you, that you struggle with. No one, or no man, has the authority to tell you anything. So you argue (or chaffe) or dont like his opinion. So, If I cant answer, did you actually ask me anything? I learned this in speaking with my adult kids,,,, they were smart. And then I began to listen to my little kids,,, who still knew what they wanted and needed (before somebody did a number on them) Before that , I thought I knew everything and would just tell them. As I got that concept down, I was amazed at how smart some of the younger kids were,,, the t***h is, they hadnt changed,,,, I was finally listening. Then things they said, didnt come as affronts, or problems for me... I just listened and did what they asked. Once the things they wanted were "done" I got the peace and happiness I desired.
Everything calmed down,,,, even the son in law, relaxes now, and he is finally able to let his wife cater to him... you have to give AND take,,, no man is an island, you must allow contribution to you, so that you can give it too.
Searching wrote:
Well said, points taken, but then "HOW" do I give myself a voice?