Haven't Been On Line Much, My Wife Passed, I Lover Her So Much, I Miss Her So Much
You're right and I need to remember and focus on the good times and the blessings and how the things we could control, we excelled and fought together as a team; we had cheers we'd do with fist-pump and a kiss to celebrate victories everyday as well as those special times. And I look forward to an end too because it is very exhausting and I cry at the dumbest, sappiest things or like today a clerk who knew my loss asked how it was going and my throat closed and I lost it, whew it is exhausting. I love her so much and I know she doesn't want me to be miserable so I am starting grieving counseling next week offered by the hospice I had her with and hopefully that will help me pass it better than I'm doing. But just reading these posts has been a big big help more than you'll ever know. Thank you.
Super Dave wrote:
Sometimes it's hard to count your blessings, and often those are the time you need to do so the most.
I've not known the love of my life 5 years to date, but if I've already been blessed way, way more than I've earned.
I hope your grieving passes quickly. We're praying for you.
UncleJesse wrote:
It feels great reading that your heart and thoughts reach out. It really helps thank you.
I think this thread helps all of us that participate. I know it helps me.
It reminds us to be grateful and humble. It reminds us to remember we're blessed with Grace. It gives us a reminder of the physical mortality of us and our loved one.
It really puts a lot of things in perspective.
It is us that should thank you for sharing your life's ups and downs with us.
The beauty of her heart shines through in her smile. the strength of her soul, her desire to live, to be with her lifelong love beams from her eyes.
Blessed are those who know a love like that. You have a treasure trove in your heart to keep you going forward.
You, also, have the prayers of many who can share your pain through their experiences.
You will make it Jesse.
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