It turns from grief to longing and missing and loving them even more.. It never really comes or leaves, it is in how you chose to manifest her before you..

From what you say, En, I think you are right where you should be with all of it..Nor will it change but your inner self does... We all have our ways..It appears Yours was slowly embedded and slowly absorbed.. Nothing wrong with that..

You know where she is and I believe she sees you everyday...She does because she is part of you.. You are her legacy and from what you have shared I'd say rather outstanding!!!