Don G. Dinsdale Loc: El Cajon, CA (San Diego County)

HIDING OUR THOUGHTS

Moral Inventory

It is fortunate that we can think in secret, because our thoughts would quickly get us in trouble if others could read, hear, or see them. It is in our thoughts that we can pick & choose what we wish to reveal to others ...... before we speak or act.

In the long run, however, we can not fully conceal our true thoughts and feelings. The nature of our thoughts shapes our actions, which in turn shapes our character that becomes part of us. It's what others around us see & hear. It even affects our appearance. It is not difficult at all to identify people who are fearful, angry, or jealous.

This process has its good side, because kind thoughts, words and feelings also affect our appearance of what others may see, and in positive ways. Norman Vincent Peale wrote, "God runs a great beauty parlor," meaning that, plain people with gracious thoughts tend to become more attractive as years wear on.

As AA members, we need not fear our own thoughts and feelings if we are continuing to work the program. As the sober years stretch out, we will be improving our thoughts, our feelings, and our actions. And the end result tells others what the program is doing for us and through us.

I'll remember today that I don't really keep my thoughts and feelings secret. I will think well of myself and act kindly towards others. I now know that there are no hidden thoughts in the long run.