rumitoid wrote:
At my age, a bowl of oats is the perfect gift. Sorry I did not get back yesterday. Lately, two days in a row of OPP is too much to handle.
I have enjoyed reading your comments and you seem a fair, honest, decent, and intelligent man. Therefore, my question to you is: What are you doing here? Partially kidding on that point; there are a number of truly good people here, some of whom do not care for me very much any more. That hurts but I digress.
My "turn" in how I view Christianity came with getting sober. Their emphasis on a spirit of action over a system of belief and of getting a personal and wholly dependent relationship with God made what I previously knew of my Catholic faith to be wanting. During my first five years of sobriety, I thoroughly immersed myself in the study of other religions, primarily the Tao and Zen Buddhism, and of the Bible, which I was not directly familiar with but only excerpts found in the RCC missile.
Without ever losing faith in Christ since I was a young boy, I nonetheless started this study with the goal of tearing down Christianity as we know it today. Literally hours everyday during those years were spent in nitpicking every verse, reading many books of commentary, attending different churches and their Bible studies, and generally being absorbed (obsessed) with the downfall of the Church. All that determined effort eventually paid off, but it had the opposite effect: it give new life to my faith.
More will be forthcoming but I just wanted to touch base.
At my age, a bowl of oats is the perfect gift. Sor... (
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Too easy a question you ask me. What am I doing here? I say, for the same reason you are, even though the way you said it made me spit my oats out and laugh.
I'm not here for the abuse, insults and h**e. I'm here because there are some truly great people, like you rumi, that show love, kindness and compassion, even if you get those feelings mashed a might some days.
I'm only sad that I can't meet everyone in person. First the ones that have really p*ssed me off, I like to take care of business first and forego happy to later. What a fat lip I could give a few and, I do mean a few. The rest I'd like to hug and, with this crowd, I'd suffer from "hug exhaustion" pretty quick. What a great bunch of folks. I feel a whole lot of love on OPP, it's the
dominant force and, what keeps me hangin' on here so much.
Add to that, that you told me once you'd buy me lunch and, I'd like to collect what you owe me. ;)
God is so clever isn't he rumi? I was immersed in Catholicism myself until I went into the service. I felt I knew something about God and, that "something" seemed to be a whole lot more than any of my Catholic counterparts could demonstrate to me. It was a good start though and, like you, I looked for answers and I found my faith.
You might be able to tell by what I post sometimes, I'm a bit of a cynic and, have never been one to buy off on what anybody just tells me. My goal was to see if God worship was even worth my precious time. I had no expectations and, decided if God existed the way I felt He did, He'd have no problem showing me His, if I showed Him mine. He had no problem doing that for me... None whatsoever. I have come away with an unshakable faith in things I can't see and, trust my feelings even more than I thought I once had.
I really appreciate the kind things you have said about me. It kind of made me feel real good, all the way down to my soul. You are a good guy rumi and, your type is especially needed to keep us all on the straight and narrow, questioning the answers, and remembering to be loving and compassionate to each other. Plus, whenever you go off on them tangents, you provide a dang good reason to keep drinking. :wink:
I'm kidding of course.
God bless and have a truly great day!
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