Tasmine-
It CAN very easy. Paul said, "By faith you are saved, not works that any man can boost about." You are saved by GRACE. Grace is an incredible thing: it is a gift for anyone who will accept it. If you can say, " I believe Christ is God, he will give you his Grace, and nothing can take it away.
I was raised Lutheran, and was an agnostic until age 28 or so. One day I was in a hotel, and paged through a Gideon Bible. I came across the Sermon on the Mount- and was blown away. I was old enough and wise enough to realize that- this literature was not written by a man- I know how men think - not this way.
Years later I was listening to a cassette, The Road Less Traveled. It was long and winding- but ultimately concluding the idea of Grace.
If you want to talk(write) personally. Just do so. Life is a long road, and God puts people in your path for a reason.
Stop at No. Two. Makes no sense. End here.