This past Monday, I was forced to go shopping, for the first time, for adult diapers; very grounding. I surrendered my imaginary place at the helm, my captain bars unceremoniously disappeared from my shoulders. Then earlier this morning, I was asked to leave my employment because I could no longer be depended on to show up from my various health conditions. Sobering, but wished I had a drink. And so it goes.... Oh, and my daughter turns fifty tomorrow. How did that suddenly happen, lol?
When I sobered up, I was shocked to discover that the world did not revolve around me. I was convinced the universe would fly apart, when I was no longer there to run things.